Icelandic Beauty

There is such a thing as beauty. It's real, and it exists today. Where does it come from? What causes it?

Last night I attended a Sigur Ros concert in Grand Rapids, Michigan. It made me stop to remember things. They were singing in Icelandic so I couldn't understand any of the words, yet the feeling I had was with perfect clarity. It's not often I can silence myself in order to receive this sort of feeling. Can anybody out there relate to this experience? I don't want to trivialize it with a lot of words, but I knew something real during that concert.

Please, I want to hear about the beauty that we know and experience. It doesn't have to be a concert, just think about it and talk about it. It's good to remember things.



P.S. This Saturday (25th) at 7 PM is the next gathering. If you need directions, get in touch with me. All are welcome

And the winner is....

I was speaking with Benjie the other day, and he brought up a good point. Why are the grammy's such a joke? Why is it that almost every award winner also happens to be among the leaders in sales for their albums? Is everything that's mainstream better than the bands that are not? And, most importantly to me... why does anybody still care about an awards show based more on popularity than on the art itself? Some ladies tell me that they actually watch it to see what everybody's wearing. This reason seems more legitimate to me than anything else at this point.

Are all awards ceremonies based more on popularity than on celebrating great art? I used to think that the Academy Awards had a lot of integrity, and there was a point in my life where I found out all the Best Picture winners for the last 60 years so I could watch them all. Then something happened. Bjork's performance in "Dancer in the Dark" lost to Julia Roberts in "Erin Brokovich" for best actress. This changed me in a profound way. Honestly.

I hadn't always agreed with the Oscar selections in the past, but there was something significant I realized after that moment: Award ceremonies are about making money. From start to finish. All the stars arrive to be scrutinized by the fashion police, making money for fashion designers every time one of their names gets dropped. Don't forget about ratings for the networks an hour before the ceremony has even started, it's a big plus. Then the long drawn out ceremony, putting in more special guest appearances, cameo's (don't forget commercials, we need our sponsors happy!), making you tune in for hours and hours to finally get to the culmination moment that they've been building up to for weeks, with talk on radio stations, newspaper articles speculating on the winners, etc. oh, and the ratings are still going strong.

What I needed to know was this... it's not about popularity necessarily, it's about money first and foremost. What's more popular just happens to help make them more money, b/c people are more interested in the lovely Julia Roberts winning an award than the kind of freakish Bjork stepping up there. People don't care what Bjork is wearing to the Oscars, b/c nobody knew that she would even be there, b/c nobody saw her movie. Therefore, change the channel. Right?

Basically, whatever is going to make them money will be recognized as such. A day may come when a film like Dancer in the Dark can make them money, and then they'll include it. Until then, there's the Sundance Channel and many other organizations that attempt to celebrate art for art, not just for money. But then there is us. The public. What is our role? Thoughts, anyone??



Bjork

Question the Questioner

What are the agendas behind films? Are they designed to brainwash us into thinking a certain way? They raise questions, and provide (usually) answers. It can be done through our connecting with a character, or a story line hits close to home, or the visual effects can wow our minds into a state of numb submission. Basically, a lot of hard hard work goes into concealing and revealing the story/messages of each film.

What about a film that is just for entertainment? Certainly there are no messages in there that are deep and disturbing, right? Now, understand right away that I'm not trying to scare people into fleeing from this art form (watching movies) b/c they are afraid of falling victim to its snares. There is a wealth of helpful life lessons that can be learned from the screen in front of you, just like words in a book can speak straight into a person's life and help change them forever. But with such power, there needs to be an awareness of what we're doing. Nothing great in life ever comes easy, and if we want world changing truth to connect in us, we're going to have to be willing to help change the world. If this doesn't make sense to somebody, hopefully it will someday.

I don't think that the approach to films should be so intellectual that we miss the heart level things they are offering. If we're so concerned with the framing and the lighting and the possible symbolism in the background, we can miss things right in front of our noses. Not all films are brilliant. Sometimes we're looking for buried treasure that the film does not offer. But believe me, there is almost always more there for us than what we are taking away.

Here's the hardest part. Once you get your mind open to the fact that they're trying to feed you a worldview, enticing you and even expecting you to swallow it, you'll start to look for things. And once you start to look for it, you'll find it almost everywhere, trust me. The hard part is not identifying what messages you are being sent; they're all over the place waiting to be found. What's hard is questioning the film that is raising these questions within you. They don't have to be right. Their messages don't have to be true, and you don't have to agree. You don't even have to agree in order to like the movie! Think of a movie as a conversation with a person (b/c in a way, it sort of is). I don't always enjoy conversing with people I agree with. At times, they express themselves in a way that puts me off; or any number of things can affect whether or not I enjoy the discussion. But I agree with their views. Other times a person can express their sentiments in a way that is much more compelling, thought provoking and humble... but I end up not agreeing. I love them for making me think about it the way that they did, even though I don't share all the same views. This is true of movies, also.

Wherever you are and whatever your experience is with understanding this part of the world around you, don't be fooled. Don't fool yourself into thinking "I'll never understand, b/c my mind can't look for things." Don't fool yourself into thinking that there is nothing rewarding about watching a film you might not agree with. Is it ever rewarding to hear a fresh opinion outside of your own? Seek them out; they will sharpen your own worldviews, and sometimes, possibly, maybe... change you for the better.

Director Stanley Kubrick